Thursday, June 15, 2017


Bulan Puasa was a rough one for me. 'Someone' broke my heart but with time, am completely healed. Kinda excited for Raya tho.

Tuesday, May 30, 2017


Sometimes I get so scared,
Of what I can't understand,
But here I am,
Next to you,
The sky's so blue,
and I am happy again,
Cause I'm next to you, babe :)

Sunday, May 21, 2017


My friend of mine went on a date. He was excited to be on a date after he was dumped by the love of his life who cheated on him for few time.

He was miserable and hate being alone but he can't take the cheating and nasty names calling anymore. They ended up their not-so-happy relationship after 5 years.

I tried to sugar-coated that there will be a person who's just right for him out there. I mean, he is handsome, nice, funny and a dreamer. A great catch.

Back to his first time on a date. He was nervous because he texted me earlier and told me he's going a late night supper date.

Once again, he was on cloud nine, but it only lasted for few moment, after his date told him, "You're not my type. Sorry."

He went home, crushed and before he could asked him on a text why he wasn't the type, his date blocked his number.

He texted me his date's pic, and my God, that person should be lucky to date my friend, yet demanding a modelesque guy?

People are mean and if someone who's cute like him can't land a second date, what would happen to someone like me, who's a decent looking and most average at everything?

Make me wonder if it's better to be alone, doing the things that you like, than being with someone who's in the end will end up break your heart and run away when someone's prettier come along?

Wednesday, May 10, 2017

Tom Hank

Somehow these days I prefer to be alone than spend time with anyone who loves the smartphones and can't talk


What happens when we are comfortable?
We don't put an effort and everything seems like a free will.
But when we are too comfortable?
We start not to care and seek excitement elsewhere.
Because maybe it's easier to start over than fix what's broken.

Friday, April 14, 2017

The Day I Almost Die

Today, at 8 pm, Friday, 14 of April 2017, I almost die.

I had a heart attack, while am alone at home.

One hour struggling with pain and no voice and no one to call.

At the moment of dying, I thought, that's it!

Goodbye everyone and my cats.

But, at the moment of weakness, all of my anger, sadness and hate are all gone.

I was given an opportunity to live for another day.

And all of those doubts, stress and pain are no longer important.

Because I just want to be happy and died in the place where I truly call home.

Thursday, April 13, 2017


Lately, I have been thinking what would Lee Alexander McQueen would do if he's me?

Tuesday, February 21, 2017


The fine line between reality and fantasy... I guess we are all silly to fully believe in love ~