Friday, April 14, 2017

The Day I Almost Die

Today, at 8 pm, Friday, 14 of April 2017, I almost die.

I had a heart attack, while am alone at home.

One hour struggling with pain and no voice and no one to call.

At the moment of dying, I thought, that's it!

Goodbye everyone and my cats.

But, at the moment of weakness, all of my anger, sadness and hate are all gone.

I was given an opportunity to live for another day.

And all of those doubts, stress and pain are no longer important.

Because I just want to be happy and died in the place where I truly call home.

Thursday, April 13, 2017


Lately, I have been thinking what would Lee Alexander McQueen would do if he's me?