Friday, April 14, 2017

The Day I Almost Die

Today, at 8 pm, Friday, 14 of April 2017, I almost die.

I had a heart attack, while am alone at home.

One hour struggling with pain and no voice and no one to call.

At the moment of dying, I thought, that's it!

Goodbye everyone and my cats.

But, at the moment of weakness, all of my anger, sadness and hate are all gone.

I was given an opportunity to live for another day.

And all of those doubts, stress and pain are no longer important.

Because I just want to be happy and died in the place where I truly call home.

Thursday, April 13, 2017


Lately, I have been thinking what would Lee Alexander McQueen would do if he's me?

Tuesday, February 21, 2017


The fine line between reality and fantasy... I guess we are all silly to fully believe in love ~

Tuesday, August 23, 2016

Retirement Plan and Dream

I know am still 30, but can't help myself from dreaming on retirement.

Don't really mind about the size of the house, but i want that flower garden 
These days, ALL I want (beside toys of course) are a small house with flower and herbs garden and a food truck. Why I want a house with a garden? Because I love looking at colorful flowers and my signification other loves gardening. And I always think food truck is the best way to share my love for street food especially sandwich :D

My dream food truck :D

Thursday, August 18, 2016


It's a sad tale when someone tried to gain someone's else affection, while deep down, he knew that the other person won't feel the same.

And some people are just plain shameless for trying to be needy with someone's husband.

Grow some balls and find your own man!

Wednesday, December 16, 2015


I don't plan too much for next year, but hope to fulfill some of my new year's resolutions...

1. To be more green.
2. To travel more with Grumpy.
3. To spend less on my expensive hobby.

and I think the 3rd one will be the hardest but I will try my best to get it done!