Tuesday, November 14, 2017

2 Months

The journey to my desired bod is long way to go, but so far so great. 
Tapi terima kasih kat kesayangan saya sebab bagi semangat dan latih saya.
I LOVE u babe ~

Wednesday, October 4, 2017

Then and Now

Me before training, one month ago

Me one month after training with my significant other

How time went by so fast.
And I have changes in my life.
From a divorcee to meet a new person and broke up again to be with someone's new.
From being miserable bitter guy to unhappy to finally be happy.
From fat to skinny and currently trying to bulk up.
From not working for few years to starting my toys business and now joining back my old team at Harper's Bazaar.

and the best part of the whole experience is?

Am NO LONGER angry or blaming myself or anyone for whatever shitty thing happen in my life or how it affected others.

Future is blurry but at least am well put together now than before.

Saturday, August 19, 2017

29th of July

July 29th is where we start, 
Unravel my feeling and art, 
Needing you in my lonely cart, 
As night stars as our proof, 
In love, sky high through the roof, 
Delicate, cold, warm and aloof.

And everything runs smoothly, 
Sweet, non drama, oh so lovely, 
Right away we are a match, 
Universe isn't too big to catch, 
Looking bright as our future hatch.

Thursday, July 27, 2017


Went on a date last day with my signification other.
Went to PCB cause I want to check out some of those small street art there.
We stayed until night, cause there's a live Kelantanese folk music and something magical happens.
We sit nearby the beach and the stars appeared.
And this wasn't something I planned.

Posted on my facebook, a month or so, about me wanting to see the night of stars with someone I love and it happens organically.

Last night was SO AWESOME!

Sunday, July 23, 2017


You make all the bad choices became memories
You make me happy, J.
Like really, really happy.

Thursday, July 20, 2017


My businesses are getting great and finally got approved as an official dealer for my favorite toy brand.

Been dipping into a lifestyle as a modern farmer, went from size 36 to 28, am a vegan now, proud parent of some animals (cats and I even have some chickens and ducks! Hoping to get some lambs and maybe a horse?) 

and finally I am officially dating someone!

Konon nak lari dari jodoh dengan orang Kelantan, sekali baru tahu my significant other pun orang Kelantan.

Dia cikgu dan dia suka tease me about the loves of chicken even am a Vegan. haha.

But that Kelantanese really make me happy.

No dramas, no lies just a simple person who's not complicated.

I am happy and that person makes me want to realize my dream to be a modern farmer on a larger scale.

And am saving up for something that I really want for the longest that I could remember.

I want to be a dad with my partner.