2022

Hope this year will bring us health, wealth and happiness.

Athletic Bod

 

After months of proper diet and chest workout, finally am getting my dream athletic body. Now maybe I should focus more on bigger biceps. Amin... 

Slow

 

Slowly getting momentum in working out. 

Muscles

Masih dalam perjalanan nak develop muscles lepas setahun rehat. Kali ni tak nak rushing. Slow and steady je. Asal sihat and look great shirtless at the beach. Amin...

Nasib la ada biceps triceps sikit2 

Happier

Badan masih work in progress ~~~

Lengan je close up nampak lawa... Bahagian lain otw haha

I used to be angry at those who wronged me, but now I decided to let the anger go and  focus more on myself and what makes me happy. Also, workout helped.

Rutin Harian

Pos barang customers + Gym* + Balik rumah. + Order makan + Netflix

Dah makin malas nak keluar atau jumpa orang.

*Gym milik buah hati pengarang jantung. Gym dia masih ditutup untuk umum, saya je boleh pegi workout. hehe

35

Selamat hari jadi ke 35.
Tengah kembangkan diri untuk bulking.

2020

 Rasa macam berkurun tak update blog, walaupun tahu cam tak akan ada orang baca haha

2020 rasa macam tahun untuk restart and renew diri sendiri.

Eat healthier, be more green, zero waste, minimize everything and time to get to know myself more.

Dari zaman sekolah sampai tahun lepas, tak pernah rasa hidup single dengan tempoh yang lama. 

Dan mungkin sebab diri dah makin tua (walaupun orang cakap muka macam 20an hahaa), dah makin kurang rasa nak keluar atau jumpa kawan-kawan (if I ever have any?)

Lebih suka duk rumah sendiri (walaupun tak mewah macam rumah2 orang lain) dan enjoying myself being a bachelor with ton of flowers and greens. 

Dan akhirnya I finally have the balls to launch my own passionate business, AiS Toys Museum (lawat dan like la kalau rajin)

As for what I hope for the future? Nothing more than I want to be healthier and happier :)

34

Am officially 34 ~

Alhamdulillah, masih sihat, ada kerja tetap, bisnes berjalan lancar, ada rumah untuk bersara di kampung, ada kereta, ada simpanan dan ada partner yang masih tak bosan dengan saya.

Self reward Uniqlo skinny jeans and Star Wars Hoodie ~~~

Makan

Lately, am having an affair with food.

And the great thing about working out is, I can eat anything I want and stay skinny.

And some said, I look younger for my age.

And I will be 33 this year ~~~

Food is bae 

Mon cœur

Je t'aime, mon beau
Un bouquet de gentillesse et d'amour
N'est pas peur, mais courageux
Avoir un goût pour quelque chose, douceur
Il n'y a qu'un bonheur dans la vie
D’aimer et d’être aimé

P/S : French is now my 3rd language and wrote this poem for my significant other whom I love so much ~~

A Perfect Gym

What makes a great workout is about finding the right gym.

And I love my gym and my gym bros.

Also, a bad break up helped you to get a better shape. :)

Calm

2017 was a weird year but now am much calmer than before and it's a great way to start a year with healthy lifestyle and love :D

2 Months

The journey to my desired bod is long way to go, but so far so great. 

Tapi terima kasih kat kesayangan saya sebab bagi semangat dan latih saya.

I LOVE u babe ~

Then and Now

Me before training, one month ago

Me one month after training with my significant other

How time went by so fast.
And I have changes in my life.
From a divorcee to meet a new person and broke up again to be with someone's new.
From being miserable bitter guy to unhappy to finally be happy.
From fat to skinny and currently trying to bulk up.
From not working for few years to starting my toys business and now joining back my old team at Harper's Bazaar.

and the best part of the whole experience is?

Am NO LONGER angry or blaming myself or anyone for whatever shitty thing happen in my life or how it affected others.

Future is blurry but at least am well put together now than before.

29th of July

July 29th is where we start, 

Unravel my feeling and art, 

Needing you in my lonely cart, 

As night stars as our proof, 

In love, sky high through the roof, 

Delicate, cold, warm and aloof.

And everything runs smoothly, 

Sweet, non drama, oh so lovely, 

Right away we are a match, 

Universe isn't too big to catch, 

Looking bright as our future hatch.

Nature

Starting to appreciate nature more than human 

Stars

Went on a date last day with my signification other.
Went to PCB cause I want to check out some of those small street art there.
We stayed until night, cause there's a live Kelantanese folk music and something magical happens.
We sit nearby the beach and the stars appeared.
And this wasn't something I planned.

Posted on my facebook, a month or so, about me wanting to see the night of stars with someone I love and it happens organically.

Last night was SO AWESOME!

J

You make all the bad choices became memories
You make me happy, J.
Like really, really happy.

Updates

My businesses are getting great and finally got approved as an official dealer for my favorite toy brand.

Been dipping into a lifestyle as a modern farmer, went from size 36 to 28, am a vegan now, proud parent of some animals (cats and I even have some chickens and ducks! Hoping to get some lambs and maybe a horse?) 

and finally I am officially dating someone!

Konon nak lari dari jodoh dengan orang Kelantan, sekali baru tahu my significant other pun orang Kelantan.

Dia cikgu dan dia suka tease me about the loves of chicken even am a Vegan. haha.

But that Kelantanese really make me happy.

No dramas, no lies just a simple person who's not complicated.

I am happy and that person makes me want to realize my dream to be a modern farmer on a larger scale.

And am saving up for something that I really want for the longest that I could remember.

I want to be a dad with my partner. 

=)